Giving up?

I know it's been a while since I last posted something on this blog, but today's post is not going to be happy. Not all of it anyways.

Lately, I feel like giving up. I can't help but to wonder why I live. I guess that's nothing new. But, for a short period of time, I thought there was something worth living for, you know, that thing called "love" or just strong warm feelings for someone. Right now, I'm scared out of my wits because it seems even that hope was too good to be true and I'm too afraid to confirm or prove wrong something that could make or break my hope. Life sucks. Ugh.

Kimmy